tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3769378692811726296.post3242933685434213556..comments2024-01-10T20:41:41.425-07:00Comments on Random Thoughts from M.L. Ryan: And I thought my life was tough....M.L. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13841017038113904346noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3769378692811726296.post-67035397793532368882015-03-23T04:37:51.854-07:002015-03-23T04:37:51.854-07:00I've also had messages and conversations from ...I've also had messages and conversations from family, my guides, and one I really don't want to talk about. I'm still around though and plan to be for at least another few decades. If I didn't die around thirty-two years ago, then I probably won't for some time.Musical Lifehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01055110885143856952noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3769378692811726296.post-25881132981282880922015-01-11T00:27:32.605-07:002015-01-11T00:27:32.605-07:00I'm kinda haunted. Messages from beyond the gr...I'm kinda haunted. Messages from beyond the grave, how about full on conversations, even arguments of a kind with a late, almost ex-husband who died exactly when I told him he'd die unless he took care of himself. And he's waiting for me?!?! I was divorcing him when he died, and he's still a bit off because he's really young, and resisting growing up.<br /><br />Me, I'm the Larcena in my own life. Diagnosed two years ago with a rare genetic disorder that should have killed me within the first six weeks of life and has been trying to for 48 years, and diagnosed as autistic two years ago as well, so suddenly my already strange life of miracles became stranger, oh and I eat salt like a vampire goes through blood. Or I can get sick and die. Nope, not joking.<br /><br />So now I'm half a century old - in this lifetime, have a lifetime of answers to weird questions no one should have to live with, and most people think I'm in my 20s. One of the gifts of being autistic.<br /><br />It isn't even just my late ex either, my Mkm, who I still adore, and who I now know was also autistic, we get together in my dreams and hang out which is a really good thing. And my Brother Jon and I hang out regularly too. But he's awesome too so that's hardly a hardship.<br /><br />I'm looking forward to more books having just read the first three in three days. (I was taking my time and savoring them.) I love that you're writing in part, against the back drop of Tucson because I lived there for a bit and loved it, miss it in fact, especially Magpies Pizza in downtown and In and Out fries.<br /><br />So beyond the grave for me is more like the difference between here and Courso. And if that's not weird enough, my nickname is "Carter" as in Colonel Samantha Carter from Stargate because you have to be careful asking me questions, because I'll answer you, but you might not understand, and because mechanical and electronic stuff I can always fix or get working, even when others say it should be thrown out. Don't even get me started on quantum anything really. And as an autistic, some if my unusual gifts include being able to watch lightening in ways only extreme high speed cameras can approximate.<br /><br />I can see, in real time the initial ionization pathway form and the first discharge as the charge levels try to balance, then the return, and then usually the counter return as multiple individual flashes where most people would see a single flash. So watching lightening for me is such a party as long as I can keep head from shutting off. <br /><br />I love your books!!! More please? :)<br /><br />SamiSamantha Shantihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02261974014782795456noreply@blogger.com